Wednesday, March 07, 2007

bugs: i am DEATH

oh man i have become a boring person.

sat here for like 5 mins unable to write anything! cos i am leading a very boring existence right now... sighz. nvm tml is coming soon! yay haha. and my mycoses hell will be over!

ohman so many nice movies are out/coming out!!!! 300, half nelson, dreamgirls, music and lyrics... rawr i cant wait till tml is over and i can go catch up on my movie watching!!! haha. sigh but i think i will prob only be able to watch half of the shows i wanna watch. the life of a no life med biatch.

anyway i love oscar wilde la... re reading the picture of dorian gray again and its super duper nice la. i really wish i could write like him. his lord henry is manipulative and mean and lazy and indolent butttt somehow u cant help but like him because the things he says are so politically incorrect but everyone has thought or felt that way at some point in time. however, if u read too many times, u will be influenced abit to his views on life and society, and ultimately, to the views of the author himself, which is not really a good thing cos he has kinda warped theories on stuff haha.

hmm everyone has a friend who seems to have the perfect life, smart, goodlooking, popular, genuinely nice, talented etc etc, and i do have a friend like that too, and at times i look at her and i wish i could be her, i wish i could know what its like to live the life she leads, but ive realised that my life is plenty fine the way it is, that noone really can be perfect and that with God comes contentment. to be myself and live my life is God's gift to me so there is nothing to complain abt, the gift of God is not so much the perfect life, as the ability to be truly joyful living the life i have :) yay to insights haha

anyway im a super romantic person la... they shld call me dr lurrrveeeeee woohoo!